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Why,?

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Should've seen it coming,
i know, i know
but why this had to happen know,
is something my mind won't let go.
All these times,
A perfect friendship,
Ruined by this
"love"
I have bad memories
A few broken hearts to speak the truth,
But nothing can compare,
Than those to those nights before we moved.
Moved apart,
I left her, all alone
Miserable to the both of us,
Hoping for that lone star.
I'm crying, right now,
It's all just so much,
A few months after the end,
She has started
Once again.
I don't know why
She didn't tell me
At first or even later
I mean,
We are so close,
Something must had gone wrong.
What else is there to hide,
From my empty, hollow mind?
I often don't feel like myself anymore,
Like I don't belong with my 'kind'.
Depressed, quiet,
Opposite of what society says I should be.
Oppressed by conformity.
I want to flaunt true colors,
Honestly hold her hand.
Not friendshiply,
Not buds-forever,
No,
Just like all those couples can.
It's just
Me myself and i
Had all these hours here to cry.
Can't seem to make up my mind,
Lost in a spell of time.
At 11:11,
He told it straight,
Although we both already knew,
It wasn't in our fate.
Strong, yet still we are,
Not this love breaking us
Like ever so much before,
I find comfort in this heart,
That still has been torn.
Lost in a riddle that Saturday Night


...


I just needed to let it all out.
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That was beautiful and well-done Rachel. It really spoke out. Somber too, and even more so knowing what you've been through.